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(random thought before bed)
02.07.2003 - 23:59

I've got this friend, who i don't see EVER, but every now and then when I'm sad and blue I always get an e-mail from him and it cheers me right up.

To me, THAT'S AWESOME.

I'm a dependent person, I'm not gonna lie to you or myself or anyone else- I'd LOVE to be one of those independent people who doesn't need anything but themselves, but I'm not. I need to be loved and cared for, I need to have friends and yeah I get super sad when I'm single. Don't act like you don't get that way either, playa hata. My friends are my family, I love them even when they're acting like idiots, and they hang out with me even when I'm acting like an idiot. They pay for my drinks even though I'm bad at calling them back when they call me; they help me out and worry with me and laugh with me and for that I'd jump in front of a bullet for them.

Fuck yeah I would, dependence is nice sometimes.

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